With about a month to go until the 1/2 I believe the hard decision has to be made to not do it. I just can't risk permanent damage that puts me out for 6 months. As it is, I don't know if I'll be able to run in the Navy 5k next weekend.
This post has no fancy pictures, or quirky sayings...it has defeat. Not because I don't want to, not because I refuse to put in the training...cause I enjoy all of that. I feel defeated that my body refuses to let me run how I want. I feel a bit angry that people can seamlessly run fast and far without injury, why can't that be me.
So to all of you out there that said I couldn't/shouldn't do it when I said I was going to....I guess you were right....and that makes me sad!!!
|I am not going to stop trying and hopefully someday I will get there!|